trapped

I keep thinking about chastity. Do you think this is because I'm a sick pervert, or more to do with the fact that I'm only lacking a belt? Three weeks, folks - three fucking weeks!!! Frustrated is an understatement.

I need help. And a fuck would be good, too. But if I'm honest, I probably need help more. I'm in such a fucking mess, I can't get myself out of it on my own. I've been trying for the last God knows how long, so I think it's time to admit defeat.

Can I find a kink friendly therapist anywhere though - that I can afford? No, I cannot.

I think I'm going to have to sell my body. Again.