bdsm bother

I'm generally quite happy being a submissive little slut-face, except for the times when I wish I wasn't. it doesn't happen often, but sometimes I would like to bend the boyfriend over the desk and show him how to be the boss. Because even though I'm not wired that way, I've had enough experience (*cough*) to know things about the art of domination that the boyfriend is yet to discover. I can even use a flogger without maiming anyone.

So I could - in theory - give him a (much needed) practical lesson.

In reality, however, it's just never going to happen. I tried it once, many moons ago (with someone else), and that was enough for me, ta. So I continue on my mind-bending search for a way to guide him into the dark side without actually doing anything that could be seen as topping from the bottom.

And it's bloody hard work, I can tell you.

I think, "I'll buy him The Loving Dominant" - it's recommended as a great introduction to BDSM, so I figure that would probably be more use than me. Or at least it probably would be, if it was in stock.... anywhere in the fucking world!!

So, I'm sulking. Alot.

But I am wearing the best skirt today, so it's not all bad.