chastity
I'm attempting some self-chastity today - I played with myself so much last week I was almost ashamed of myself (and quite sore too, might I add)! I have gone through-the-roof horny, and while there is nothing wrong with that, I am just totally bloody insatiable, and no amount of sex or masturbation is going to sate me at the moment. The most is does is take the edge off - for about ten minutes, haha.
So I'm going to abstain. All day. Just to see what sort of mess I'm in later, really. I've never played with chastity before; always seemed a bit backwards to me that people would get turned on by not having (physical) sexual pleasure, but I am very curious about it lately. I even looked wistfully at chastity belts the other week.
I suppose it's the control that appeals most, but there's also the forbidden fruit effect - the effect being that the more I can't have something, the more I want it. And the knock-on effect of that is that it keeps my mind focussed on my cunt, and there's no escape. At all.
Until I have a wank, anyway.
Is the day over yet?
The control involved in not whacking off or having sex really appeals to me too. I usually don't last that long but something about making that deliberate choice and following through is appealing.
Read, write, do yoga.