cuckold

From reading a really hot bit of erotica several years ago, about a woman who's 'forced' (she isn't really, but I like that word) into watching her boyfriend fuck their Thai maid (Oooh, ooh, I have found it! Have a read dear reader, it's one of my favourites), I have slowly but surely been more and more drawn to cuckoldry (even though I had no idea at the time that was the term for it).

The first thing someone thinks of when they hear of cuckoldry is an impotent old man being 'forced' to allow his wife (the cuckqueen) other lovers (bulls), and then being ridiculed for it. This does happen, and when I first became aware of the word, that's the first thing I imagined, too. But the more I look into it, the more I see it's a much bigger picture then that. The article on Wikipedia was a real eye opener. Not so old, and not so impotent men are cuckolded too. As are women. Enforced chastity (another of my 'interests') is often one of the themes of cuckoldry as well, but what I was really surprised to learn was that it also works in the reverse: being 'forced' into sex with other people is a way of being cuckolded that I had certainly never considered before.

Having learned that though, I have (not surprisingly) become even more interested in it - and when I say interested what I mean is that being cuckolded (in every sense of the word) is the basis for about three quarters of the fantasies that visit when I'm having 'me' time (more commonly known as a wank).

I don't doubt that some of this is down to My Muse, who's been talking of making me watch him with prostitutes, and of making me fuck people I generally wouldn't choose to. At one point, he even referred to me as the 'helpless girlfriend', and I think I soaked my knickers there and then. Mind-gardening, I think he'd call it. But as if that isn't tantalising enough, The Boyfriend has now suggested (rather strongly) that I get a 'lover' (that's such a shite word, isn't it?).

Or at least i think he did. I didn't dream it... did I?