chastity #2

So. At approximately 7pm last night, I finally gave in to the by then unbearably wet and throbbing sensation between my legs, and had a much needed wank. That's eleven whole hours I lasted without even a sneaky touch! I am such a good girl (except that I exploded all over the bathroom floor, but lets not go into that, eh?!). I would still like to try a mechanical device though - my willpower falters all too easily. And I'm thinking of all the rubbing caused from wearing a chastity belt as well (- of course - but I don't want to admit that, really). And those padlocks! And the leather! And that delicious feeling of being captured, and controlled...

*takes a moment*

Did I mention that I'm fucking insatiable at the moment? I don't know what to do with myself (quite literally) to get the relief, if indeed there is any. I hope there is, the idea that I could stay this horny forever isn't one that even bears thinking about. I'd be a danger to society (even more than I am already ;)). I don't think the chastity belt would be enough to rein me in either - I would probably need a straitjacket and a high dose of horse tranquilliser to keep me out of harm's way.

Let's hope it doesn't come to that though - knowing me I'd probably enjoy that too.